We've been on the run, driving in the sun...

So here I am, listening to this sad song, in my opinion: California, the O.C O.S.T. I dunno, I just find the guitar parts rather sorrowful...No, I'm not a big fan, I just watch it sometimes and I like the song.
"Ta na na na nam, ta na na na nam, ta na na na na na nam...."
I never planned to make this blog a diary. I see diaries like a pathetic way of expressing your feelings. Maybe it's just those sloppy ones you see on TV...
Uhh, I'm contradicting myself again! I say I hate a thing, yet I do it, I change my mind quickly...What is this called?
"Teenage".


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It's funny, I've always felt this gap in my arms and I just have to hold something really tight when I sleep. Yet I always wake up feeling tired cause of my sleeping position....My neck hurts like hell because of that...

Lonely day. Maybe cause it's been raining. Strange, I always find rainy days wonderful. I love everything about rain. Well, maybe not exactly everything, who would enjoy messing up their clothes? I'd love to run in the rain one day...Maybe on the streets of London..
So it's raining...Listen to the sound of the raindrops...it's such a sweet one...You can actually hear time pass.

I was talking about diaries. I still find them ridiculous.....but I am writing this down. Guess everyone needs to put down their emotions, or else they'd explode. I know I would. Perhaps people do so on rainy days...Miraculous rain...

"So live like you mean, love till' you feel it, it's all that we need in our lives". The Goo Goo Dolls. Wonderful lyrics, don't you think? It's actually ALL we need in our lives...

"And hold on before it's too late
Until we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives".



I also wanted to talk about futility, as well. I'm sick and tired of it. I mean I know that talking about it will only bring me more, but I can't help it! I had enough of shallow people! Jesus, for Heaven's sake, grow up! Get a life!
Those people should realise that their clothes, the make-up or the way they look is not everything...And guess what, the friends that they have, are slightly different! Can't stand the people who care for the appearances and nothing else. I tend to look at a person's soul, the way they are. The way he or she drinks out of a can of Coke or the way they hold a cigar, the way they look at the sky, the way they walk, the way they bite their lips....the little things in life which actually mean something to people like me.
I know this has no sense what so ever. I probably have like 100 mistakes in this senseless text...But if you read between the lines you'll get what I tried to say.

Let's save the world together. And I don't mean wars or drugs [for I think we've lost this one already], just make people see life is so damn precious and so damn beautiful that you should be thanking for it each and every day.

Songs that I listened while typing: Goo Goo Dolls - Before it's too late
Lifehouse - Only One
Phantom Planet - California